The Future Is In My Hand

28 July 2011

2011-07-28T01:02:00.002+08:00

Time: 1.03 am

Hello everyone. So long no updates from me. I just come here make a post while waiting for my download to finish. Actually 5 hours later I have to wake up because I got a class today at 8.45 a.m. but I am still here blogging. >.

Time: 1.09 am

Finally my download is done. I am going to sleep. Hope I can concentrate in the class later.

21 April 2011

2011-04-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

When i was leaving d house to d bus stop near by tis morning wif my bro, I saw a cutie.... Should be a guy but he is very fair and thin and pretty boy look... I oso dunno whether he is a he or a she... But really catch my attention la.. Dunno got chance to see him again anot... He works in SOGO as I know coz he stops at SOGO's bus stop... Hmm... Look like JoKwon... That's why catch my attention

3 years...

2011-04-12T22:28:00.004+08:00

3 years ago.... I learned how to use Dreamweaver to do assignment....

3 years later... I forgot how to use Dreamweaver to do assignment....

Now... I need to use Dreamweaver to do my assignment... And I need to submit them tomorrow during the mock interview... :(

What I can do now??? Over night doing them??? NO WAY!!!! Have to do at least 1 page today... Hehehe.....

7 April 2011

2011-04-07T23:40:00.001+08:00

Now is 11.40PM here.. I just saw a shocking breaking news... 7.4 quake off Japan coast spurs tsunami warning.. I really hope my friends and their family are safe... Michi-kun, please be safe.. Miss you~

Tamama finally~

2011-03-15T23:48:00.001+08:00

my bro finally gv me tamama~

27 February 2011

2011-02-27T23:28:00.003+08:00

Today is last day for kak rina.... ou... miss her later...
tml will b my last day of working~ but still will see em around d college la... wkakakka

jz got a shocking news from janey... sook yong's mother passed away already...

Photobook for APGS girls (Part 1)

2011-02-08T21:50:00.004+08:00

Hey!! Hey!! This is Zoe~ Today here to tell everyone about my plan on creating a photo book for my APGS friends.. Of course not for all of them.. Just few of them who joined us on any outing or celebration we organized..

First of all, I plan to make a simple and meaningful photo book.. But I'm not sure whether I'm able to it successfully or not.. I've planned this since few years back but until now also no progress... :( I wish I could do something that really can keep for a long time and memorable... Sweet and memorable photo book with some words from everyone..

Honestly, I got this inspiration after I watch Hello Baby by Girls' Generation and SHINee...

Congratulation, Tilaga!!!

2011-01-17T22:48:00.002+08:00

Congratulation to Tilaga... Opps!! I should call her Cikgu Tilaga already.. Next week she will be leaving us for Penang to be a primary school teacher... So, this Friday will be the last day we all together as SEGi's Examination Department staff... ^^ Happy working as a teacher day and soon will be Happy Teachers Day to you~

31 December 2010

2010-12-31T23:45:00.001+08:00

It's d last day of 2011... Let's flash back on what I did for this whole year...

Bye 2010! Hello 2011!!!

2010-12-31T23:31:00.003+08:00

It's the last day of the year 2010!!!! Few more minutes will be 2011!!! Are you guys ready for it?? Hehee... What you guys wanna do for the first day of 2011?? Hmm... For the first thing tomorrow... Hmm... Most probably will be shopping for new year clothes with my sister and mom... Even though we went to Jusco just now... Haha... But that's only for my brother.... Not for me~

20 December 2010

2010-12-20T22:58:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! 11 days left for us to say byebye to 2010 and hello to 2011

19 December 2010

2010-12-19T22:52:00.001+08:00

xmas in jusco aeon au3~

13 December 2010

2010-12-13T20:59:00.003+08:00

last day of exam
xchange gift

SS501!!

2010-12-12T23:22:00.006+08:00

Left 6 more to complete my collection!!!! First time for me to reveal my SS501 collections~

These are my SS501 CDs collection~

These 3 still in the plastics...

The 1 autographed by Kim Kyu Jong~ My precious~

My 21st birthday present from my friends~ They surely know my favourite~

6 more to complete!! But these 6 are no where to be found available anymore...

12 December 2010

2010-12-12T23:18:00.004+08:00

It's Sunday today.. Went for invigilation and the class I enter is Kim How's class... Haha... And after he finish his exam, he asked me to keep his stationary & he'll take from me tomorrow... err.... I think I shouldn't keep for him since he is a student still... Hahha

It's December 2010!!!

2010-12-10T23:09:00.002+08:00

It's December 2010!!!

All the best, darling~

2010-11-23T22:20:00.001+08:00

To my dear kai & kee~ Wish you 2 all the best o~ ^^

End of November 2010

2010-11-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

Wow!! It's nearly end of the month and I only had 5 post (including this) in my monthly blog list... Cannot!!! Later or someday later I post as much as possible to reach 10~ Wakaka~ Good night all~

Current time: 0019
Date: 22 November 2010
Venue: On my bed (lying on my stomach)

Happy 21st Birthday Nikita~

2010-11-22T00:11:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday, Nikki~ Well, hope you enjoy your today or I should say yesterday (few hours back)

Have a blast~ May your wish come true, darling~

Arirang K-Pop Zone

2010-11-11T21:56:00.003+08:00

Today listen to K-Pop Zone in Arirang channel making me want to kill the player.. Feel like crying because can't even listen to what DJ Young said.. But at the end, I won myself a k-pop CD from K-Pop Zone~ Thanks to DJ Young who picked me~ Now, I really curious on what CD I will get... Hehe... Well, DJ Young noticed me in tweeter~ Haha... I kacau him 1st~ Hehe...

Arirang MIDDAY BREAK~

2010-11-10T22:21:00.003+08:00

Today's MIDDAY BREAK with Isak was really shocking.. She mentioned my name as the DJ of the day~ Well, she just picked few song request from listeners and play those songs... But this is the first time I heard my name was being mentioned in the radio at Korea~ ^^ Kamsahamnida, Isak unnie~

Crystal Soil

2010-11-09T22:32:00.005+08:00

Today I found out something new to play with.. Crystal Soil... 1 of my colleague bought crystal soil to office... So, I start to play with them~ Hehee...

Before~

After 2 and a half hour~

I want to see what happen after 1 day~ Let's anticipate what will happen when I go office tomorrow~ Hehe...

27 October 2010

2010-10-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

Today I got something funny and I was laughing when I'm doing it... I received a letter from moderator and she seal the letter together with the envelope... I mean the letter was also attached to the glue she applied for the envelope....

Part 1

After a while~

Finally~

As you can see, I used scissor and penknife to open it... I really don't understand why the moderator used so much glue on it...

Wrong Word!!

2010-10-26T21:49:00.004+08:00

Today checked students' postponement form and found out that 1 student used wrong word as her postpone reason... The correct version should be "being robbed" but the student wrote "was involved in a robbery".

I got proof of this. I'll upload it here later~

SS501's KyuJong Autographed CD

2010-10-25T21:02:00.003+08:00

I wanted to post the picture I took last year but it seems that I already deleted them.. Sorry, Janey~ I'll show you next time~ Hehe...

Rains on a hot day~

2010-10-24T17:59:00.001+08:00

Hope the rain took the heat away~

Dinner Time~

2010-10-23T18:24:00.001+08:00

Today's dinner is Kenny Roger's~ Wanna go to Jusco Aeon @ AU3 soon~

Listening: SHINee's Lucifer~ (favourite now... Like the song + the dance very much)

22 October 2010 @ 18.15pm

2010-10-22T20:03:00.006+08:00

It's time for me to go back~ But before that, let's clean up my desk ♥

Wa~ So clean~

But... But... But... 3 minutes before that...

In a mess~

Look at the papers on my table... What a big mess... All the papers are results for PTPTN submissions and the exam papers I'm handling with the postponement form lying down at the corner underneath my exam papers files... Hahaha.... I used 3 minutes to clean them up... Actually not 3 minutes.. Just 2 minutes because I used the other minute to click on my computer.. Hehe...

Now I look back at the clean table, I started to ask myself... Where did that transparent plastic ruler come from?? When did I take it out?? Where I kept it before this? Oh My GOD???!!!!

Hot night (17 October 2010 @ 23.01 pm)

2010-10-17T22:57:00.005+08:00

Suddenly I thought of post something long... Erm... What should I write?? Hmm... Let me post a new picture of me~ Haha...

I think I look funny in this look... Hahaha.... What do my reader think about it??

10 October 2010

2010-10-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

mummy n daddy went singapore edi.. today 1st day v 4 all together at home... cook for ourselves... hehe... breakfast eat reheated yesterday's chicken rice i heated... lunch eat carbonara spagetti... i cook for 4 of us to eat~ dinner no eat coz lunch eat around 4+... hehe... but den, wat to eat for tomorrow's dinner neh???

9 October 2010

2010-10-09T23:15:00.004+08:00

went out wif my segi buddies (janey, agnes n fong) to redbox karaoke.... after tat, me n janey went to look for phones n ask for price while agnes n fong had lunch... after tat, they 2 went back n v 2 shop at ts... hehe... bought a dress, a jeans skirt (d 1 im looking for), a blouse n a t-dress... all these not reach rm100~ but if i add wat i spend during karaoke, reached RM107.70 in total...

Be Strong, dear~

2010-10-08T14:51:00.004+08:00

To my dear Henn Kai,

Noona here always told you not to involve in relationship thing during your examination period but you never listen.. Not that I don't allow you but during this period, just concentrate on your studies.. Now things happen, you regret also no use.. I can't scold you... I know you are sad but what to do? Dear, just cry it out if you want to... I'm always there fro you.. This is not the first time I said this.. Just remember every lesson you got.. Anything you still can find me...

Don't be so childish at some moment... (^-^)

6 October 2010

2010-10-06T22:14:00.002+08:00

sien n boring day!!! whole day jz format paper n send for moderation... damn lame work....

5 October 2010

2010-10-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

boring and tired day... suddenly got so many papers to edit and need to send for moderation after d assessor assess the papers... haiz...

4 October 2010

2010-10-04T23:02:00.003+08:00

happy bday,grace~ i really forgot ur bday today until i saw deb posted oon ur wall in fb... sry ya... today is d last day for diploma sept exam... good to them, they edi finished their exams but pity d markers to mark d paper n us to double check d marks.... last day edi still got ppl cheating... first of all, i jz suspect but at d end, mr pillay told me tat tat student was being caught wif all d notes under his thigh... sumore is a boy... if girl,usual coz on sat edi no need say after mr tony caught her... nw, tat's d trend.... b4 tis was dictionaries season... den small notes in stationaries season... den hp / calculator season... now, small notes on thigh season... let's see wat happen in d next exam... december!!! so, no need cheat during exam... v all noe wat happen 1... hehehe

3 October 2010

2010-10-03T21:28:00.004+08:00

Went korean village wif lulu, coomie, doraemy n her sis~ really a small korea there ler... so many korean ppl there.... watched performance there by them oso... after tat went to our gathering at wangsa walk... hmm... nth much to do actually n v r tired edi... hehehe

2 October 2010

2010-10-02T22:19:00.007+08:00

had sushi king as lunch today~ went klcc wif lisa to hv it take away... spent RM104.15.. wat a nice lunch... everyone was so curious when v entered... hehe.... maybe tis will b my last time working in weekends during exam period... hehehee

30 September 2010

2010-09-30T23:10:00.003+08:00

Today is Sook Fong's lasst day in SEGi KL... Tomorrow she will start her new day in SEGi UC KD.. So, as a staff here, my boss (head of department) treat all of us lunch at Anuja's Briyani restaurant~ Yummy~ Yummy~

Happy Mid Autumn Festival 2010

2010-09-22T23:11:00.003+08:00

People say if you make a wish on the full moon on Mid Autumn, your wish will come true. I don't know where I heard this from. But I had a wish. I wished that me and KT be like how we used to be last time. I just don't like the situation now. A sad moment for me. KT ar KT... When will you treat me like normal? Please don't ignore me leh.

This week, I start to take over my colleague's job which is handling papers. Luckily I only need to do these for 2 months, if not, I think I already become a crazy girl because I can't tell the feelings inside me to anyone else except certain people especially KT. I know if I tell KT all these, he will comment and advise me but lately...dull. I'm in tense and he gave me this situation and made me into a bigger tense. Almost every night I cry because of the tense inside. KT not going to talk to me. KT is ignoring me and avoiding me. Colleagues are giving me stress. They might have forgotten that I'm just a PART-TIMER and I'm a too new in handling the papers.

Sometimes, they just made me scared of going to work. Everyday my dad asked me to resign. Stress from home. Stress from work. Stress from KT. KT ar.... Please don't add 1 more leg in my stress la... I really beh tahan and going to burst soon. Please help me can bo??

Cold Raining Night (19 September 10 @ 1.15 a.m.)

2010-09-19T01:15:00.004+08:00

Raining now~ Quite heavy too... I wonder whether your place rains too?? Thunder? I can feel the floor "tremble" when the thunder touches the ground... How about you?? It's getting cold now~ Better get under your comfort blanket and don't catch a cold~

Well, I wanted to ask but I don't know how to start asking.. I don't even know where went wrong between us.. Only you alone know everything.. Even if I asked, I still don't get the answer... It's been a month since you acted like this to me... Do you know that my heart hurts when you treat me like this?? Do you know it hurts when you are just beside me but I can't say a single word to you?? It hurts more when I know you were always there but pretended not to be there and ignore me?? Where is the you I know?? Or I never know you at all?? I just know a masked you or the real you?? I was there for you when you need someone to tell your feelings but where were you when I need you?? It's alright if you can't give me your love and you not accepting mine too.. I'm alright with it.. You still can pass your loving brother's love to a sister like me, right? Or you already got someone who suits that love more than me?? You're getting close with your students which I remember you said "I personally don't agree that a lecturer get close with a student" and now you're doing it..

I'm jealous? Yes! I am!! I won't deny that I'm jealous.. But what can I do? Standing and watching everything happen from a far corner... I can't even go near to you because I scared that you say I'm checking on you like what had happened before this.. Every time when you tell me about your students, I don't feel good at all... Especially when you told me that you were worried about your student who called you because she went out till late night and haven't back home... I really scared that you will go find her and send her home... Even when you told me that you not going, I not able to trust you 100% because I'm scared that you will really go out... OK! Your student is a girl.. So what?! Her parent should worry about her and not a lecturer like you.. Her parents not worry about her and you worry about her?? You say you don't like girls who went out clubbing and make others worry but actually you like girls who go clubbing.. You say you like simple girl... A girl who put less make up but still look good... A girl who is not high maintenance.. But as I see, those girls you told me were totally opposite from what you say.. Whenever you say the above, I really thought that you meant me but actually not me... Inside hurts a lot but you don't know...

You said someone good girl like me was too good for you because you aren't a good guy.. And you said someone will appreciate me... But still you asked me why a good guy like you can't get a girl like me.. Why you want to say these to me?? There is no reason for me to like someone... You asked me will I be happy if we were together... I don't know how to tell you because we haven't try, we won't know... You said you will hit your girlfriend when you angry or drunk or when you unhappy with something... If I'm you girl, I let you hit me if you really wished to hit someone... I'm willing to get hurt rather than seeing you hurting others and yourself.. At least I know what you are doing and at least I know that you love me from bottom of your heart... I know you were joking when telling me all these but I don't even have a chance to answer all your answer with my sincere heart and this had happened (you avoiding me) and you getting busier day by day because you lost a good ex-assistant (your ex-girl) of yours..

If I had appreciate you, I think this (you avoid me) won't happen.. If you had appreciate her, you wouldn't lost a good assistant... If she had appreciate you, she wouldn't had go on other guy and betray you.. If all these never happen, I think we will never know each other.. If not because of I added you, you wouldn't have talked to me... If not because of my brother went out on my birthday and made me waited, you wouldn't have promised me a present... If not because of you asked me to tell you more about Ms. Tan, you wouldn't have given me the new CD I wanted to own.. Looks like whole paragraph sounds like I'm the person who got everything wrong.. It's my fault to fall for you with a simple reason (a loving + caring guy who can take care me for the rest of my life).. But now, you acting like this.. Which means I have to take all of them back?? Or forget everything and start a new life??

I wonder again... If you read this post of mine, will you finish everything till the end and leave me a comment in MSN or just ignore it once again like what you did to me now?? I want to know because it's really been more than a month you didn't talked to me like we used to already... Honestly, I miss you and I hate you at the same time.. Miss you because I misses the time we had together... Hate you because you seems to forget about me totally...

This post ended on a cold raining night at 2.19 a.m. of 19 September 2010

9 September 2010

2010-09-10T00:41:00.002+08:00

Well, I just back from my gathering with my friends... "Blow water" until don't know time... Wakaka.... First time blow water for 5 hours leh... I leave the house at 7pm and back at 12++ am... Wakakak.... At home also got nothing to do... The one I want to concern about me no longer concern about me... So, go out "blow water" la...

4 September 2010

2010-09-04T23:55:00.004+08:00

Well, still not able to talk to TL... Actually what happen between us??? I really don't know... Counted, almost 1 month we're like this... A month ago or I should say before a month ago, both of us are just close to each other... But now, totally like stranger already... Why??? This really hurt me a lot.... He was here today but I can't look at him like what I used to be... He also ignoring me as well... Haiz... Still the same??? Sad me... I thought we won't be like this... We are really like strangers... I really don't like this... I had cried few times whenever I think about it... Even when I'm in office, I'm holding back my tears... But once I can't hold it anymore, I acted like normal and went ladies and cry... Well, possibly he don't even know how I feel when he did this to me...

I guess he's going out with friends... Maybe he already in a new relationship and that's whey he don't want me to be close to him like we used to be.... Even if like that, aren't he suppose to tell me?? Now, it's like we never know each other... Just like I am the person he only want to be with when he not happy with something and when he is in a good mood, he find others... What am I to him??? Is it because he don't want me to like him so he did this to me???

Still remember he said he need time to settle his mood... 1 month not enough??? I'm really going to be crazy soon because of him... He just don't understand what my intentions are... I'm not hoping to be his girlfriend... I just want him to be my special TL and sayang me like he used to be... I wish that he could share everything with me whether it is sad or happy things so that I can concern him more.... But now, seems like I have to stop all these which I really don't want to... TL, honestly, I really like u very much... It doesn't matter if u don't like me but please don't ignore and avoid me, can or not??? It really hurts me in this period...

1 September 2010

2010-09-01T23:27:00.004+08:00

Got my ss501 DVD for RM210!!! Haihz.... Coming up next to my collection will be 1st album, 2nd single n 3rd single... Haha... Waiting for them to come this September... Thanks Alex oppa for the help~ Well, the DVD I got today will be a secret... If my mom know that I bought it, she sure bising say I waste money buying all these useless stuffs... But if TL, he will scold me as well because I won't play the DVD... Even the Destination he bought for me as birthday present is still in the cupboard nicely (even after he take out the CD for me the other day and almost made me cry because I'm scared of getting the CD became 2 pieces instead of 1 piece)...

10 August 2010

2010-08-10T22:46:00.006+08:00

Heart not feeling well ler... Dunno is because of TL came find my bro and Christy but not me?? I find him in MSN straight change status from on9 to away... Why??? I thought he say when he on his long leave, he will find me chat??? But now?? What happen??? Wei! I'm not dumb OK... I remember what u said to me de... But now, I messaged u also u didn't reply me... I already controlled myself not to ask u anything because I don't want u to say I check on u again... But what I can do wor??? My bro close to u... Christy close to me... Both also close to me... What u wan me to do wor... Plus, my bro told me that u came find Christy and give my bro back his hard disk... If just simple things, why didn't he just tell me anything??? Haiz... Told Weng Fong kor kor everything happen and at the end, he ask me to take it as if nothing ever happen.... I also wanna forget this feeling because really making me sad every time I think about it...

Another Pucca in collection~

2010-08-10T22:44:00.001+08:00

^^ got pucca from my bro as convo present~ ^^

Toe injured!!!

2010-08-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

Had my toe injured today... haiz... hit on d nail on my sandal... apala.... bleed sumore... sure got scar later...

thx to Janey, my toe was all wrapped up...

Tomorrow have to go see doctor... haiz....

3 August 2010

2010-08-03T23:25:00.005+08:00

Finally!!! Finally I'm a graduate!!! Yes!!! After waited for almost a year... Wakaka... Honestly, the event was boring... But after the event, what we do??? Photograph session!!! Yeay!!! And 1 unexpected person came and gave me a convo teddy!!! Who is he?? My ex senior, Ah Soon... Kean Yuu also came but he didn't give anything... Just visit visit... Haha... Anyways, thanks for coming~ Just hope that no problem will occur again between us... Haha... Only the people involved understand this... Hehe....

3 July 2010

2010-07-04T20:44:00.001+08:00

brussel wif hong's frenz for germany argen... drink 1 pint of hoegarden but share wif christy.. so is half half... but yet i still drink until face red like tomato... kian tuck touch my face to feel whether its hot or not... haiz... of coz hot la... red face after drinking sure hot d ma...

25 June 2010

2010-06-25T22:56:00.003+08:00

im angry with tuck ling for a small reason... why?? is it bcoz christy say she dun wanna see him and he wont come to see me?? i tot he said he will sayang me even though he got a gf edi... but now... even b4 he got christy as gf, i edi being ignored a little... guys.... all like tat.... b4 and after r always different... i think, once he got christy, he will totally ignore me... all d love he gv me as a sister he take back too... sorry no cure for tis, tuck ling... sorry from u dsnt make me feel "it's ok... jz forget it.." but "i think we shouldn't meet again"... i jz dunno wat is wrong n wat is rite now... i think i already lost my mind...

got ss501 4GB usb for rm150!! omg!! almost break into pieces... n i almost cry everytime it goes to my bro's hand...

24 June 2010

2010-06-25T00:04:00.004+08:00

almost late to work today... not coz traffic jam... not coz wake up late... is actually coz i went to find christy to hand her my results and also recommended her to tupperware...

21 June 2010

2010-06-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

Undecided mind!!! Should I go for UOG's Computing or wait for appeal??? I don't feel that I will appeal it... Hate it!!! I just don't like to be in undecided situation...

18 June 2010

2010-06-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

Bad luck day!!! Today the UPU result released!!! I just put too much hope in it... I actually didn't get any of the university offered... What happen to 1 Malaysia?? Haiz... Don't want talk about this anymore... Heart break only... Cried too much during work... Eyes became dry... So suffer... Reach home already, cry again... Haiz...

17 June 2010

2010-06-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

This what I did today in office... Nice?? Suk Ee taught me how to do it last time when we were in form 5... I still remember how to do it neh!!! So happy~ Next time if I write love letter, I think I will write and fold it in this form... Maybe not love letter but lover's letter... Haha... Nice rite... Sweet~

Be prepare, my future bf/husband... You will get surprises if I give you something~ Everything I do contains my love~ Please, appreciate... No... Treasure it~

14 June 2010

2010-06-14T23:55:00.003+08:00

Finally finish download "You're Beautiful"... Must find 1 day to finish the drama already...

13 June 2010

2010-06-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

I had my fringe cut!!! Look weird now... Haha...

10 June 2010

2010-06-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Today went McDonald's lunch with Janey~ *yum yum* But the nice thing was, both of us had chocolate sundae ice-cream and french fries with a large glass of coke and already full... Our burger.... We ate it during our tea time... Haha.... Both of us too busy with our work until almost forgotten the burger is there.... Haha... What to do... All the lecturers are going to have holiday next week... The course board meeting is on 22 June... Haiz... Everything have to rush again just like the previous exam.... Why every time also like this??? The lecturers took the scripts for marking but never return until the course board is near only return... Then make us rush for the results.... Haiz... Beh tahan...

Finally my bro and Kian Tuck told me the truth behind the SS501 CD coaster story.... The bowl auntie put was EMPTY!!! I almost cry when my brother said that to me when we're in the room... So bad!!! Kian Tuck also bad... Like to create stories to make me sad...

8 June 2010

2010-06-08T21:58:00.003+08:00

Finally!!! Finally I'm 95% done with the filing in filing room... Hopefully tomorrow will be last day in filing room because tomorrow I'll be clearing the Diploma in Nursing compactor...

7 June 2010

2010-06-07T23:51:00.003+08:00

Today in office, everyone ask what's wrong with me because I'm so quiet the whole day... Doesn't seems like at all wor... I also don't know why... Haha... Weird... I just can't had a smile at all for the whole day... Only during lunch I had talked and laughed with Janey and Sook Fong... But after that, I returned to the morning me... Haiz... No mood to work... Wanted to stay online but I can't... What happened to me?? Haiz... Is it because this is my last month working in SEGi??

Before I went back today, my brother gave me see 1 link... It's the lollipop I always wanted!!! I asked him to buy for me but he ask me to wait... And he asked me to pray hard so that someone will buy it for me just like SS501's cd during Christmas... Err... Bro ar... What you mean ar?? You don't want to buy for me o... Pity

6 June 2010...

2010-06-06T13:44:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday to my sister and also Hyun Joong~

Daddy bought a cheese cake for sister~ But the cake was not really delicious... Hehe... Sorry, sis... ^^

I listened to SS501's songs in Destination already... I'm totally in love with them!!!! All the songs was so nice... Love songs... "Let me be the one" was the best ever... The meaning in the song was so touching~ Love it very much!!! SS501, Love ya so much~

5 June 2010

2010-06-05T23:30:00.007+08:00

Thx to Kian Tuck for SS501's Destination~ Love it very much... I really will treasure it well... And never play it because I scared of breaking the cd into 2... I just can't bare myself to see it break into pieces... Thank you very much~ Love it & love u too~ I will find something to give u as a present too~

Well, I almost cry when my brother & Kian Tuck told me the auntie used the cd as a hot pan... Plus, Kian Tuck keep mentioning it... I really wanted to cry already that time... My tears already gathered but not much enough for it to drop... Even in the car, he still want to mention it.. When I ask him to stop mentioning it because I will cry if I listen to the story anymore, he say "you listen only already want to cry ar... I stand there and see also feel hurt o..."

And I went out with Janey & Sook Fong to karaoke... Not much song to sing because only give us 2 hours to sing... Haiz... But at least we have fun lor... I got myself a hp hanger/accessory with my name "Zoe" on it... Just a normal 1... A small gift for myself la... ^^

Compare for the gifts I got this year, as I know, the 1 from Kian Tuck was the most expensive among all and the 1 that I will treasure the most...

Once again.... Kian Tuck, thank you very much neh...

2 June 2010

2010-06-02T19:53:00.005+08:00

Janey gave me a stress releaser/massager... Nice!!! I love it very much... Plus, it's very cute neh...

I think my boss should give us all 1 each because everyone seems to like this present of mine... Haha...

31 May 2010

2010-05-31T23:34:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of May... And I am already 21 years 3 days old.... Argh!!!

And went out with bro Joshua and his friend, Kian Tuck... Who is he?? Someone who promised to give me a birthday present... And guess what I request?? SS501's latest mini album "Destination" !!! Hehe...

But... I feel uneasy lor... Haha... I usually ask people to treat me or give me presents.. But actually I just meant to play around... But this Kian Tuck really wanna give me wor... Wahaha... So, should I take it or not leh?? Haiz... Have to think twice before decide... Hmm....

28 May 2010

2010-05-29T21:54:00.003+08:00

Here I want to say thank you to all...

Lulu, Nikita, Pui Man, Jessyca, Fishy, Coomie, Koey, Wan Teng, Winnie Luy, Roses, Jo, Janey, Henn Kai, Suk Ee, Ashy, Kim Bee, Rafiez, Eric Lee, Darryl, Mr. Azrai, Fong Vun Yao, Chong Yong, Jackie, Ying Wei, Punitha, Shi Min, Farid, Wai Cheung, Yen Yen, Stephen Kok Seng, Yoke Mun, Siew Yan, Christine mummy, Michelle, Siin Yan, Hatin, Doraemy, Nana, Wing Kee, Belinda, Syikin DTE, Vivian Thien, Nisa, Yeen Yeng, Izaty, Wai Bee, Kane, Gan, CJ, Maheshan, Chanintorn, Jason papa, Deb, Sau Chien, Savin, Razif, Stephen, Yew Loong, Jarret, Mas Moon, Leon, Carol, Kak Sarah, Ker Loon, Hon Wei, Agnes, Anth, Wynxon, Terrance Kin Lim, Wei Kei, Kean Yuu, Azizan, Soon Keat, Siaw Wei, Vicky, Miera, Alvin guangyao... Thanks for all the wishes...

I am finally 21... And already got people tell me they want to bring me to clubbing... Haha...

10 May 2010

2010-05-10T17:53:00.006+08:00

It's Jin's birthday~ And I got chocolate as apology from Ruban... Just don't know why he keep asking me to eat them up... But I don't want... I just leave them in office... Haha...

9 May 2010

2010-05-10T17:53:00.005+08:00

Ruban bully me until cry!! What happen I don't want to tell anymore... But he said he wanted to give the students a lesson but he scolded me instead... Apala...

8 May 2010

2010-05-08T23:39:00.002+08:00

1st day invigilate at night... Tired... Haha... Today go office straight away photocopy exam papers for tomorrow... Tomorrow have to work... Photocopy for Monday's papers pulak... Then Monday might start other papers... Huhu..

6 May 2010

2010-05-07T00:04:00.005+08:00

Today went to DaoRae Korean BBQ restaurant @ Kepong for dinner with Lulu, Nikita, Doraemy, Yoke Mun, Sands Saw, and not forgot our birthday girl, Coomie... We ate for rm180++ today... Plus cake and present and divide to 5 person, RM49 each... Erm... Ok lor... The food ok la... Not bad... But we used most our time taking pics actually.... I became the camera girl most of the time... So, I got very less pictures with them... Plus, I'm not pretty or good looking girl... So, I less take pictures... Hehe....

In office, I made photocopies for the exam papers the whole day... Since morning until evening also doing it... But Mr.Tang give me another work to do... And I still haven't touch d work yet... Very troublesome ler... Oopsie... Hope he doesn't know this... Haha... How also, until he tell me it's important or urgent, then only I'll do... Other wise, I keep making photocopy for diploma exam which starts tomorrow....

What to do... Last minute only remember haven't prepare exam papers for Coppa's system students... And there are papers for them in the morning... Morning papers starts at 9a.m. and who is going to be there wor?? So, I have to stay back a while to complete the papers since 1 of d subject for tomorrow noon is with me... So have to complete them before I leave lor... Other wise, I hardly sleep tonight... Haha... Got this serious or not o... Haha...

5 May 2010

2010-05-05T23:33:00.004+08:00

Bernard really nothing to do... He purposely come to my place and hit me with his stationary case after he finish his duty as invigilator for ADP this evening... He really like to bully me that much... Yesterday kena his cold hand... Today kena hit pulak... Haiz... Thought of getting his face wet after lunch when he was in our department... But too bad when I washed my hands and back to office, he already gone to 4th floor... Haiz... Not good timing la...

Tomorrow no need see him... Happy~ No need get bullied by him... But tomorrow I will be busy for the whole day already since this Friday will be the starting of diploma's May examination.... So, tomorrow have to prepare all the papers, and check all the papers and seal them and keep them safely...

Don't ask me for free soalan bocor... I won't give... I don't even understand what they ask in the question actually.... Wakaka....

4 May 2010

2010-05-04T22:59:00.003+08:00

Argh!!! I just dunno why Bernard want to disturb me so much... Today he even put his cold hand on my face...He do this to me and all of the exam staffs can't stand looking.. All feel so "eee" and I also the same... Blek!!!

Working place still want to play and bully me...

3 May 2010

2010-05-03T22:51:00.004+08:00

It's the month of May~ As I remember, last Friday (30 April 2010) was the day I met with Terrence... Not met but just saw him... Don't want care about this anymore... This Friday exam starts... Don't know when only will prepare the exam papers....

KON -sama!!

2010-05-02T23:11:00.003+08:00

Kon as KaraKura King~

I got Kon (From Bleach) as my birthday present from my brother this year... The only year he gave me present... Hehe....

But now everyone say I'm hugging a big pervert... Haha

28 April 2010

2010-04-28T23:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went back with my brother... Today also went back with him... Yesterday met with "him" when I was on the way out from entrance... I look at him just to say bye and he look at me and give me a smile... What does his smile mean?? Never mind la... Got meaning or not, I don't think anything will change lor... We are just friends... Not more than friends... Every time also I start the conversation.... Haiz...

Now, I know how "poisoned" are the Girls' Generation's songs at 6th floor's staffroom... Mr. Rafiez and my brother are just the same... Just can't believe that Mr. Rafiez don't know that I actually remembered Girls' Generation's songs lyrics... Haha... And today is the first time I'm singing at the Ground Floor (lobby) of SEGi College... Err... Not alone that time... I believe the people or counselor there looking and heard that I'm singing... Haha... While walking la... Going back ma... Sing song also cannot meh...

MEdSI test is over!!

2010-04-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

Yea.. I'm done with my MEdSI test today at SMK Kiara Mas @ 3p.m... I fully used the time.. (actually just in time to finish all 300 questions in 1 hour) Phew... Now wait for them to call for interview... (/TДT)/

TESL test @ 2pm later

2010-04-24T11:19:00.001+08:00

Yea... Later I will go for the TESL MedSi test...Hope everything will be alright...

22 April 2010

2010-04-23T10:49:00.003+08:00

I had my new hair cut for already 4 days... But yesterday was the first day I met with "him" when I was going back home... He also had a new hair style.. But I don't think he will know that's me.. Maybe he know but that time he is busy... Won't notice me much...

Honestly, until now I also haven't met with Terrence... Don't know what will he say once he saw me with this new hair style.. Comment or not, still the same....

New Hair Day~

2010-04-19T21:37:00.006+08:00

New hair style~

How I look??

Or this better??

Got someone say I look like just woke up... That's a lecturer from SEGi!! But most of them say they like me with this hair.. They say I look better in this look... Sounds like I cannot be looked when I'm with my previous style... ｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡

New Staff in Exam Department

2010-04-19T11:08:00.000+08:00

Today came a new staff for Exam department... But she will only attach here for 3 months... She was from SEGi's training centre...

17 April 2010

2010-04-17T23:04:00.004+08:00

Today I went working again!!! This is the 3rd Saturday I went for work... Although Saturday is supposed to be off for me, I still will get my pay since I'm doing SEGi's stuffs... But 1 thing is, my salary for this month will not be high as I expected because last Tuesday I went on MC and used RM 55 for my medical and I can't claim... This mean that On Tuesday itself I already lost RM100... And now I have to work OT to get back that RM100 then only can reach my expected target.... :(

It's the 3rd Saturday I came to work!!!

14 April 2010

2010-04-14T23:51:00.003+08:00

Yesterday took MC... Why?? Sick lor... Diarrhea and vomit... Food poisoning lor... But this 1 cause me pre-stage of gastric... Now, I have to eat more and more times then usual... That is what I don't like because this will make me more and more fat... Then no 1 will more n more like me... And I will be more n more longer no people chase me... Wa!!! Don't want!!! Susah payah find someone to like but seems that he scared of me... Well, it's either he scared of me or he just too busy.. (Not willing to think about it anymore... Heartache)

Today went back to work and I completed my work for yesterday and also for today... So, tomorrow I will continue my usual works with no delay~

p/s: Boss, if want me to come back to work again for part-time during my semester break in degree, raise my rate from RM 5 per hour to RM 6 per hour la... Others take RM5 and give value RM 5 work... I take RM 5 but give RM 7 work... At least give me extra la... See also know I do a lot of work la... Jaga-jaga me a bit la, boss~

10 April 2010

2010-04-10T23:24:00.004+08:00

Today is Saturday but I still have to go to work because of urgent things... What so urgent that have to make me come on Saturday?? Result for PTPTN students lor...

9 April 2010

2010-04-09T21:38:00.003+08:00

Reach office around 8.25a.m. straight start work.. Although start claim from 9a.m. onwards... Work non-stop!!!! Why I got so many works to do 1??? Never heard me say "I finished my work" because whenever I want to say this, my other colleagues will ask me "Zoe, are you free?? Can help me do something??" After that, works come to me one by one... They are just like taking numbers in counter... "Next number please proceed to the Zoe's counter"..

Working is fun especially when you are in Exam Department @ SEGi Kuala Lumpur...

8 April 2010

2010-04-08T22:00:00.004+08:00

No bus early in the morning... Went out from house at 7.30a.m.... Took bus around 7.45a.m. and traffic jam starts along UIA hostel to balai polis Setapak.. When reach balai polis Setapak, it's already @ 8.35a.m.

Reach office already 9.06... Somemore kena from Mandy because of the claim form thing... Then start work non-stop for whole day.. First, help kak Rina to prepare d booklet for nursing exam... Then help kak Sumathi to look for d structure for marker's payment... While looking for d structure half-way, Mr. Tang bring me to main building to seek for degree student's registered courses.. Once finished, back to exam department is already 11.45a.m... 12.15p.m. went for lunch... Continue work at 1p.m. after wrapping present... Then start marker's payment non-stop until 6++... In between I open the door for the lecturers and count exam scripts... Really like a zombie today...

7 April 2010

2010-04-07T10:56:00.004+08:00

Early morning reach office already meet Mr. Tony for 2 times...
First time is when I was on my way walking to office... Second time is when I already in office eating my bread as breakfast and he came into exam department to find kak Fazilah.. Met him is ok but he still want to comment me "Wa.. So early already on facebook"

Ish!! Cannot meh?? My working hours is 9a.m. leh... Like that also kena ka??

6 April 2010

2010-04-06T21:44:00.003+08:00

Today is Terrence's birthday!! I got wish him happy birthday but then he replied and asked me to concentrate on my work after saying "thanks for the supergreet"... swt la... Today learn how to key-in data into system... Hehe... Looks like I'm learning a lot of thing~

2 April 2010

2010-04-02T22:18:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow going to work!!

Haha... Today stalked Terrence... Well, actually just ngam ngam saw him la... I'm in the lift and he came down from stairs walking towards the entrance/exit... So, he didn't notice me.... Ok also la.. But I'm afraid that he scared of me already... Haha... Yesterday was April fool and I suddenly put ZChen's famous song "May I Love You" chorus part "Love you~ Love you~ May I Love You, tell me what to do" on the MSN when chatting... But he didn't reply me anything at all... If he reply me, I might just say "It's just April fool" but too bad he didn't reply me anything... Guess he already scared of me... Haha...

31 March 2010

2010-03-31T22:17:00.004+08:00

Today met Terrence... Well, just the time I'm going out to buy my lunch with Janey, Terrence sat at the entrance with 2 more student council member... But he is the one sitting facing the main road... I noticed that was him that time but I didn't call him or anything... But when I wanted to go and buy soya bean, I thought of getting 1 for him also since he is here... I messaged him and asked him whether he want to drink or not and it's my treat but he replied me when I was on the way back to office.. Then, he still sitting there on the entrance, he seems happy because got people treat him a drink.. But I asked him to walk together with me to the stall at Lebuh Ampang... He still want to bully me... Haiz... But OK also la... Get to joke and know about him a little bit... ^^

But he say I work here but seems so free because can walk to Lebuh Ampang just for a drink.... (=.=")

29 March 2010

2010-03-29T21:55:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Singapore yesterday and today have to go work... What a tired life!! Not enough rest but still have to go to work... :(

At least got to see sister Sharon's baby... Baby Joy.. So cute~ Kawaii~ She really look like her father...

25 March 2010

2010-03-25T22:31:00.003+08:00

Preparing to go Singapore tomorrow night after work!!

20 March 2010

2010-03-20T23:05:00.004+08:00

Early in the morning tomorrow will be leaving for Penang with family... It's a family trip... We will be back to KL on Tuesday night...

19 March 2010

2010-03-19T22:28:00.002+08:00

Today I cleaned 1 compactor!! From first rack to the fifth rack... Since I so this since the morning, I really didn't notice that the time passes so fast... Haha... Very busy o...

At night, I finally got to chat with Terrence for the first time... But he teased, bully, and lecture me since the start... Huhu...

18 March 2010

2010-03-18T22:44:00.003+08:00

Today got a new colleague enter exam department.. Everyone is jealous about her because our big boss himself bring her go all places and introduce to her everything that he never did to all of them before this.. Well, jealous or not I don't know la because everyone sounds like joking... I guess they are just joking la... We exam department staff all very nice 1... Very less got serious normally... But once exam coming or result time, everyone will be very stress...

17 March 2010

2010-03-17T23:13:00.003+08:00

For the whole day, my work is only filing.. Yes... Filing... Filing... Filing and filing... No other work for me already... I got 1 order this evening from my boss.. She want me and Malini to go up to the store room and clean up all the files... Filing again!!! I also don't know what to say when I first saw the store room... Just have to be prepare lor... Prepare t-shirt, pants, masks and hair band... Better prepare it and leave it in office tomorrow... Who knows suddenly boss ask me and Malini go and clean them... Haiz.. Please don't make it this week la...

Today, I didn't saw Terrence anywhere... Well, it is kinda difficult for me to stalk him actually... Since he is a degree students in SEGi and busy man, I definitely can't stalk him like the way I stalk "him"... Only if I know his schedule and close to him... Argh!!! I want him number!!! Kim~ Can give me his number?? But before that, do you have his number?? Haha...

Had a great chat with Anthony~ Thanks ya~

16 March 2010

2010-03-16T21:44:00.006+08:00

Hello, everyone~ How are you today?? I've been very tired... Whole day walking here and there taking and giving documents for the MQA visit tomorrow and Thursday... Looks like tomorrow and Thursday have to be well dressed up... Huhu... Cannot simply wear liao... But only for these 2 days I will be very nice to everyone... After the MQA people leave, I will back to normal~ ☆-( ^-ﾟ)v

Today, I saw Terrence when I'm on my way out of Mr. Rajan's printing room... He was in the lift... First of all I didn't notice... I thought of entering the lift but I didn't because I saw the lift was kind of full and that's why I didn't get in... But actually still can be fit few people in... When I was at the staircase, the lift open again and he saw me... Both of our expression are the same and his are funny to me... That is because both of us feel like "where I see you before" and "ah... it's you.." style... That's why I found it funny... Cute la... But don't know when I will get his number leh?? Got quite a lot of things to ask him... Hehe.... Terrence... (*^.^*)

By the way, today I met "him" again... I messaged him but he didn't reply me... (｀×´)\ At the end when I want to go back, saw him helping the students.. Then co-incidentally walk by his side leh... (≧▽≦) Very happy and I slightly hit on his shoulder and he just say 2 word to me.. "Eh?! Hello.." and then leave liao... Haiz... Thought can talk to him more but looks like we can't... I don't know why I just can't chat with guys if want me to find a topic to chat... Why can't they ask me thing rather than leaving me to talk all the time?? And say I'm talkative... Talk nonstop... Haiz... (*v.v)｡

Just hope tomorrow will be a better day for me... Can't wait to meet Terrence...

15 March 2010

2010-03-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

Today at work, really nothing for me to do... I got nothing to do... Keep looking and keep searching for works... They say got work for me but need to use the photostat machine to print out the things and the machine is down for the whole day... So, I was left out without a work... Who ask me to finished my work fast leh.... Getting bored at work... No one chat with me during work... No one talk to me also... Why last time I got the enthusiasm to work in exam department but now already feel like nothing??

Nowadays, I keep thinking of him... I wanted to messaged him but afraid that he will feel me annoying and hate me... What should I do?? Should I just forget everything about this since he don't know that I'm starting to like him and act like nothing had happened?? I don't think I can make it... I think someone should tell me what to do... Everyday also wished to get to see him although I already know that he is not working on that day...

。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ Really feel like crying out loud sometimes...

15 March 2010 @ 4.32pm

2010-03-15T16:32:00.004+08:00

Sssooooooo boring!!! Finally got a little work from Kak Rina... But don't think these work will last long since I complete it quite fast...

Suddenly feel like I'm missing him a lot!!!! How?? What can I do?? Call him?? No... I not able to do that... Not enough courage to give him a call yet...

14 March 2010

2010-03-14T22:20:00.003+08:00

Now is 22.22 pm... It's raining now... It will be nice to sleep tonight but don't know whether tomorrow can wake up in the morning to go to work or not...

Today... Whole day nothing to do... Watch drama and reading manga only... But somehow, I think of him once in a while leh... I thought that I will be able to chat with him anytime the whole day but no... Even until now also didn't see him online... I wanted to messaged him but don't know what to say... Afraid that he will say I'm annoying.. What should I do?? Haiz... Maybe I should never think of him again actually... He and me... Totally different world... Right... Might just leave everything back to usual... Just don't put any feelings into him or else I will be suffering like the "9 years"....

I will never think about it again... Just hope that tomorrow at work I won't see his name in the documents or files or anything in office... Or else, I'm not able to work properly... I will be in a total mess once I saw his name... Just can't figure it why...

12 March 2010

2010-03-12T23:04:00.005+08:00

Today "headmaster" and "penolong kanan" not around... But I can't be naughty because "disciplinary teacher" around.. Today also no meet him... Well, I already know it but still expect to meet him anywhere in SEGi... But don't know why this few day, when ever I saw his name when I was doing my work, I just can't focus on my work... My work seems to be in a mess... I even messaged him this morning and tell him about this honestly but he din reply me back... Guess is either he haven't wake up or he having class or he don't know what to reply me back... Hope he just don't avoid me then can already... What happen to me actually?? Last time during my Alan stories, I didn't even like this... I can be very calm.. But now not leh... Life seems to be in a mess and don't know what to say...

11 March 2010

2010-03-11T21:49:00.003+08:00

At 1st no work... ask for work from rina and she asked me to do filing d broad sheets and den sharmi oso wan me to file d broadsheets for other diplomas too... but b4 i done d nursing 1, i edi assigned to rose's courier stuffs to moderator... after my lunch, tee called me n v went to library find kavia... actually kavia n frenz doing their assignments n work came to me non-stop!!

10 March 2010

2010-03-10T22:36:00.005+08:00

Got to chat with him when I was about time to leave office... And I finally got his name card~ Can disturb him on phone already~ ^^

This will be the first time I talk to him... After I check out of work, I find him on his work place... At first, I thought he was on the phone... I said in my heart, "If he was on the phone, then don't want disturb him and just get his name card and leave".. But when I was on the way out, he put down d phone and he looked like wanted to call again... I go n knock on the table and he look at me and give me his name card... ^^

And I found out that in February exam, he not only got 1 paper... He actually got 3... But why that day he told me he got 1 paper leh?? Perhaps he forgot?? Nevermind la... Not important anymore...

I asked him many things.. I just can't believe that he will say "kidding" to me when I say "If suddenly I tell you that I like you and what you say? I got nothing to attract you, so don't like me"... I really don't know what to say already la.. It looks like he just don't want me to like him or something like that...

一生中最愛

2010-03-10T22:16:00.002+08:00

如果痴痴的等某日
終於可等到一生中最愛
誰介意你我這段情
每每碰上了意外不清楚未來
何曾願意
我心中所愛
每天要孤單看海

寧願一生都不說話
都不想講假說話欺騙你
留意到你我這段情
你會發覺間隔著一點點距離
無言地愛
我偏不敢說
說一句想跟你一起

如真, 如假, 如可分身飾演自己
會將心中的溫柔獻出給你唯有的知己
如痴, 如醉,還盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分離我都想你
我真的想你

如果痴痴的等某日終於可等到
一生中最愛